February 2010
1 post
for those who try and slow their mind with weed.
sunday.
January 2010
2 posts
mom: i wish my mom and dad were still around, i'd give anything. all i want is a hug sometimes, and i know i am never going to get it.
me: that was so sad.
i drink you in
and breath you out.
November 2009
9 posts
thanks,
i know this is a little late but i wanted to make a list of what i am thankful for: my boyfriend heath, he is always there for me and i want him to know i appreciate everything he does. my job, a least i have one that im proud of. lastly i’m thankful for my sister katrina. my life wouldn’t be the same
without her, i couldn’t possibly love anyone more. she is amazing. that’s...
“everyone gets along great when there is no possibility of sex.”
i wish.
it wasnt so ackward to hang out with a boy when you have a bf.. they never have the best intenions.
i have established
radiapathy:
that i want to live my youth in the city and wither away in the country. it just seems right. omgomg, why am i not doing homework?? and my dream told me something i never knew about myself. its insane, i explained to myself why i start hating almost everyone i come into contact with. and it all makes sense now. it really does. i think i have come up with the solution to staying close...
i cant sleep, my beds on fire
radiapathy:
homework. psycho killer. i hate reading. you better run away.
creeper.
October 2009
20 posts
Brand New: The Devil and God are raging inside of...
sharrrkbate:
So fucking good.
probably one of the best albums i have ever heard.
time.
that’s all i want from him. to spend the time we have, together.. to talk about us, our lives, interests, goals, aspirations.. what people in relationships talk about. and he could care less about what is on my mind. it hurts knowing how much i love and care for him and i don’t feel the same feelings in return. id give anything for him to say something from the heart to me, once. i...
thoughts:
im outside at a park in the most beautiful weather we have had in months, alone. i need someone to share this with.. i don’t know anyone with the same interests as me. and it’s depressing. ive done nothing all day but sit in my apt. i can’t do that anymore, i want to spend more time away from that place but i always find myself there, bored out of my mind. i’m wasting my...
What comes once in a minute, twice in a moment,...
(via radiapathy)
is it really m? that’s gayy.. lol
lookin like im from the 80's.
working 930-4 today dressed in the 80’s :) ill post a pic later.
home.
i used to reside here. spending the night here with my sister. like old times, i miss having no responsibility and nothing else to spend money on except me.. i’m so selfish.
my job.
i am an assistant manger at hot topic and i want to leave so bad only bc i make no money here… otherwise this is my dream job. but i feel like i have so many opportunities coming my way that i can’t leave. i prolly never will.
i hate,
that i fall in and out of love.
hmm..
im not satisfied with where i am in life to get married.
wichita.
kansas that is. my hometown, i miss it there more than anything. it has been over 6 1/2 years since i have been there.. id give anything to go and spend a week there and hang out with my old friends and my family. im sick of new york.
out on my own.
im no longer living at home (with my mother) me and my boyfriend (heath) have a place together, i love being my own person but there is one thing i miss the most from living at home. my sister. she was my best friend, we knew everything there was to know about a person. and now i feel like i barely see/talk to her. if we do talk its about nothing personal. maybe im just feeling lonely right now...
let me start by saying..
i have more going for me right now than i ever have, but my expectations for myself are higher and higher everyday.. maybe its because everyone around me considers my life unaccomplished so far. i have a full time job at a retail store as the assistant manager, i never thought id be where i am right now. it does not seem like much but my job makes me feel like “wow im doing something with my...