let me start by saying..
i have more going for me right now than i ever have, but my expectations for myself are higher and higher everyday.. maybe its because everyone around me considers my life unaccomplished so far. i have a full time job at a retail store as the assistant manager, i never thought id be where i am right now. it does not seem like much but my job makes me feel like “wow im doing something with my life.” but as proud of myself i am.. noone else is impressed. maybe my standards are too low.. i guess i can set the bar a little higher.. im just so afraid of the consequences.
